I can't die

I can't die

I just stood in front of the TV
and learned a Yoga pose. It
was really weird standing
there in front of this lady
who kind of doesn't exist. I
felt like she was getting into
my mind and re-programming
me.

I need to be reprogrammed.

I had a physical, yesterday,
and my Doctor said that I now
have a high risk of heart attack.
She said that my cholesterol
was through the sky,

and prescribed a med for it.

Another  fucking med; geez.

I need to lose weight.
I'm a fat old man;

I really am. I would rather
eat than exercise; I really
would, but I would rather
live than die; I really would.
I've got those grandkids to
check out, books to write,
love to give, love to get.

I can't die.